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[droptheious]

[Varian would take anything at this point. He was feeling... adrift long before he came to Deerington and his experiences here have only exacerbated the issue. ]

I guess it's just hard knowing where the line is. Between forgiving yourself and learning not to make the same mistakes again. It gets blurry sometimes. I guess I'm not really ready to like myself all that much yet. Especially after everything that happened this month.

[Self-loathing is a real bitch. There's a reason he and Fern understand each other so well.]

[suchmiracles]

[ Oh boy, Kurt can empathise with that. He feels not a small sense of irony in being the one to give Varian advice. Physician, heal thyself. ]

well, for now, try to believe in the people who like you for who you are, not what you've done
do you think that's something you can do for yourself?

[droptheious]

[It's not the first time he's had such advice, and he guesses it's pretty sound as advice goes. Try for the people who care, the people who hurt when he does.]

I think so. I don't want to make any of them any more miserable than I already have.