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[redheat]

[ It's a very real and vulnerable moment for the both of them to show fears and insecurities and things that neither of them are proud or even so willing to talk about. But that's simply what friends are for, aren't they? And she feels her heart bleed for him with wanting to stop himself. With doing whatever it took to see to it he was under control. ]

I kill the professor, Kurt.
I kill Scott and so many others when I leave here.
I can't let that happen here
even if death isn't a permanent thing.
I can't do that to any of you or anyone here.

[suchmiracles]

[ That's a tough burden to carry. Kurt knows little about his own future, but he can't imagine having that knowledge, that inevitable loss hanging over him. ]

I know Jean
what I said before still stands, we will keep you safe

if you need someone to be there when you take this thing I can be there

[redheat]

Logan said that it doesn't have to be like that.
That there's a timeline where I don't lose control.
Knowing what I do now, I want to try and take that control for myself
but I need this antidote in case I can't do it.
So I can be stopped before I hurt any of you.

[ So she doesn't have to force any of them to kill her. ]