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[ Yeah, this is Not Good. ]

in my world, Professor Xavier placed blocks and shields in Jean's mind to try to help control her powers

I know he's here in town, or at least a form of him
if anyone can help you, he will be able to

[ She's clutching her fluid tighter when he suggests and mentions the Professor. ]

He can't, Kurt.
I had some trouble a few weeks ago and he came to help.
He was thrown out of my mind so hard he fell off the bed.
I thought I did it by accident.

[ But now she knows it wasn't her who threw him. ]

[ Scheiße. ]

that's not good [ Understatement. ]

I wish I could help more Jean
or that I knew what to do

in my world, the only thing that stopped the Phoenix Force was death. or a bargain, something it wanted.
I hope that it's not what's going on
but if it is, you're not alone, Jean
no matter what

[ Death or a bargain. A sacrifice? This place sure is cruel in its irony. ]

I've seen what I do whenever I leave here.
I don't know what to do here
but maybe it's best if you stay away until I do.

unfortunately for you Jean, you should know that's a rule that X-Men always break, no matter where or when we are

if there's any decision I'm fully equipped to make, it's whether or not to help you

[ Kurt stop being such a good bean. ]

I don't want to hurt you or anyone else.
I don't know what's happening but I know it's happening more.
Please just stay away until I can figure it out?

[ Never!

Even though he's promised to be honest, he decides not to tell her how often he's heard her say something like that. And how often he knows that her family have tried to save her anyway. ]

I will try

but I won't stay away if you're being hurt
or if you're trying to hurt someone else
and I know that I'm not alone in that

I've died for a good cause before, Jean
Heaven and Hell don't hold any surprises for me
I will do it again, if I need to. or if you ask me to.

[ Kurt don't make her cry. ]

I would never ask that of you or Logan or anyone.
If it comes down to it, I would stop myself by whatever means necessary.
I'm just scared, Kurt.

I know, Liebchen
it's okay and understandable to be scared

and I also know that you might not necessarily be able to make those decisions if something bad really happens
so you just need to know that we will be there when you need us
that's what family is for, right?

[ Why does any version of herself have to go through this and put the people she loves and cares for through this? ]

I'm sorry for bringing all this up.
I just needed to be sure.

please do not apologise
I'm glad that you told me

just to be sure, does staying away from you also count sending you the occasional text message?

[ Well, he can't see it but at least he got a smile out of her. ]

No. Those are always ok.
Thank you, Kurt.

sehr gut

you're welcome, Jean
take care of yourself

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