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Kurt Wagner ([personal profile] suchmiracles) wrote2019-08-03 03:17 pm

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[personal profile] wwrench 2019-09-19 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
The shapes at the back of the cabin are muted in darkness, and for a time Wrench finds himself chasing illusions along the walls. He watches the patches of deep twist and startle under the crack of lightning and imagines a much more elaborate piece of drama acted out by those shadow puppets. It holds more interest to his weary mind than the disconnected drone of words on a page. Here in the cabin everything hums with life and energy, every action held together by a story all its own he'd like to uncover. Not for a moment has he stopped wondering about the two men with whom he shares the offered space: the one with blades buried up his hands, and the one who can make himself disappear in a puff of ozone. Wrench imagines where they came from and how they found one another, what circumstances conspired to bring them together even before this place, and what's changed for them now that they're here together again.

He watches so long as the thoughts drift in and out of his mind that it takes him by surprise when another errant crack of lighting reveals the figures in bed have moved after all. Their steady drift toward one another has not just been the figment of his imagination. It makes him sit up a little more, watching in the pale moonlight as they pull towards one another in darkened suggestions of action. A leg here, an arm there. Wrench feels his breath increase when the storm reveals Kurt's foot lifted high in shadow towards the window. He bites around his own tongue, but soon finds his own hand disappearing between his waist and the back of the couch, fingers dragging down his zipper to give a little more room to what his thoughts are doing to him.

Wrench has known them both individually. Felt the specific weight of both man's hands in his hair and against his hips. The flush of their skin brushing against his own, and the taste of each one in his mouth. Now he imagines them tasting one another. The beckoning of their bodies towards that center point in the middle of the small bed. He feels the tingle of anticipation in his chest, and takes himself in his own hand, easing himself with a gurgle and a sigh as he begins to stroke.
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[personal profile] howlett 2019-09-19 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a bittersweet note to every one of Logan's longest lasting relationships. Namely that he's watched his favourite people in the world grow up or grow old faster than him. But when Kurt's whole body twists like that under his touch. When the man lapses into German when he moans, and bows his back and clings to the sheets he's that same incorrigible young man he was the first time Logan held him down like this in some bed at the estate. And rather than mourn the years that have gotten away from them, Logan a swell of joy for all the years he's spent coming to know exactly what makes the man come apart at the seams.

The breathless way Kurt begs him on is almost enough to make him think the younger man wants to finish this. Then that one word changes everything. The hands in his hair and trailing down his neck hold his focus on Kurt's eyes a moment. "Slowly." He growls. It's an agreement and a promise and a mantra with which to steady himself as he presses his weight forward. Slowly means deeply. Deliberately. Intensely. All of which, a man who enjoys his own personal torment could go on doing all night.

His hands slide up between Kurt's back and the bed beneath him. Rocking his hips forward against Kurt's thighs. Pressing in until he can feel the younger man's prick hot and wet between their stomachs and he can't possibly get another closer to the body against him. His substantial weight holds him there a long, languid moment. A moment Logan takes to relish every inch of himself inside him. He opens his eyes to study the subtlest expressions on Kurt's face. Kissing his bottom lip when his mouth opens in a quiet gasp. "slowly..." Logan growls. A gentle threat for Kurt, a reminder for himself.
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[personal profile] wwrench 2019-09-19 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
People talk of figuring it out like the act of self-discovery has been somehow revolutionary. Of coming out, as if the timeline of life and attraction exists in segments before and after. Wrench has always known, and never said. His sense of what it means to be attracted to men has been colored by his observations more than the language anyone has used for these acts or those who undertake them. It's been shaped by the landscape of the places he's gone looking for experiences, and what he's learned about himself and the world in the process. How he's come to understand the certain uses of his own body, and the expectations of others. As with so many things in his life, there's been a lot of watching here too. Peering into darkened corners to catch glimpses at the things no one brings forward with intentionality in conversation. Learning by acting, and by fucking up time and time again.

Tonight, he lets himself fall into those familiar habits. Into the feeling of holding life itself at a distance, and being privy to the way it shapes and forms for others as he drifts along on a quiet breeze. Wrench fascinates himself with the way the two men come to each other, the simple negotiation, and the way they seem to fit with none of the clumsiness of probing another's boundaries. He feels their familiarity and aches for it himself. Feels desperate to pull it in and claim it as his own, transpose himself in their places and feel the embrace of ghosts. He rolls his hips and fucks his own hand, gasping a breath of hot air and tipping his head toward the ceiling where he can imagine himself in both roles at once, giver and recipient. Wrench's own touch makes him grumble, and his long legs rattle the couch as he finds his pacing.
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[personal profile] howlett 2019-09-20 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
That give and take of control and restraint, tension and relief, desperation and satisfaction is what Logan craves about these moments. No matter how urgent or slow it is, the push and pull they wrestle one another though demands as much from their bodies as it does from their minds. Logan's version of slow can border on tantric. Languid and meditative, he moves against Kurt in a way that luxuriates in everything the younger man gives him. His forehead fallen to feel the plush of Kurt's chest. His open palms feeling for the way his back flexes. His focus fighting for all of those slight sensations above and beyond the singularly encompassing feeling of Kurt's body around him. It all puts the instinctual and intellectual into such stark relief in a way that few things do. In a way that makes him feel more uniquely human than almost anything else he knows.

He's certain he can feel when Kurt is lost in it too. And when he's trying to postpone that sensation that threatens to drown them by relaxing himself. Pulling in a breath of cool air not heated by the body of the other man. Logan tries to relax with him. Pulling back from the void that they stumble towards when they start writhing against each other with every muscle taut.

He slows to a lazy rocking. Holding himself up with his palms against the mattress to give Kurt enough room to breathe.

"I know..." he the words rolls from his chest on a growl, but he gives no indication of how long he's been aware and either unperturbed, or perhaps emboldened by their onlooker. "You're not shy, are you?" even the way his lips curl to ask proves Logan already knows the answer to the question he goads him with.

"Do you want him to watch?" he asks instead. Sitting up on his knees he kisses that leg draped over his shoulder and his hand make an admiring pass over Kurt's stomach. "Or do you want him to touch?"
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[personal profile] howlett 2019-09-21 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
"Can I what?" he asks, knowing the answer, and still needling Kurt to say it. He rocks forward again. Slow and deliberate. Enjoying the way the younger man stumbles when reaches for his words around the pleasant pressure Logan fills him with. "Go get him? Tell him to come watch me fuck you?" He bites gently at the leg over his shoulder. "Tell him how to fuck you, while I watch?" The possibilities that come and go from Logan's mind like fleeting glimpses through a window made foggy by the heady humidity in their breath. Maybe Kurt's been specifically waiting for this moment. This opportunity have Logan be the one to extend such an intimate invitation. Maybe he just knows Logan is shameless enough to do it without batting an eye. Whatever the case, he doesn't intend to stand between Kurt and those fantasies that make him the center of attention.

He peels himself off Kurt slowly and carefully, as if moving any faster will provoke some kind of electric shock that threatens to debilitate him. It takes Logan a long moment of steadying his breath before he even trusts his feet to hold him. When he finds the floor under him he takes Kurt behind the knees and drags him across the bed, leaving him there at the edge of the mattress. His hands follow Kurt's flanks up to his arms, stretching Kurt's reach up above his head until Logan can hold the younger man's hands against the sheets. "Stay," he says with a voice so stern it belies the smirk on his face. "No touching. S'not for you," he warns with a kiss and leaves him there. Padding barefoot across the old wooden floor. First to the fridge where he helps himself to a beer. And then turning to look at the man on the sofa with his own dick in hand.

The cap lands in the sink with a clatter and Logan tips it up for a long cool drink. He set the cold glass bottle against his temple a moment. It's not just a refreshing change from the heat between them, it quells the flush on his skin from this low grade fever that comes and goes these days.

For a man as naked and unabashedly hard as he is Logan manages to look unflappably casual. He nods in Wes' direction when those eyes find his in the low light. Don't hurt yourself, he smiles a smug smile. get your pants off. He's waiting for you.
Edited 2019-09-21 01:49 (UTC)
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[personal profile] wwrench 2019-09-21 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
Half-taken by his own imagination, Wrench tips his face toward the ceiling and breathes heavy puffs of air from his burning lungs. The distance that separates his wanting body from the two men curled towards one another in the center of that bad seems vast. Like a dizzying Alice in Wonderland dreamscape, the room seems to pitch and tilt in the low light, and it's too much to keep up with his own voice alongside the pool of warmth in his belly and the yearning of his own body. It makes Wrench careless with his voice, and those simple sounds of his own interested pleasure filter across the space unchecked as he thumbs circles around the tip of his cock and teases his length against the fabric of his unshed jeans.

He wonders how well Jim knows Kurt's body. When he first traced the lines of his ribs, and held him at his hips. How man times has he tasted the man between his lips, and felt that tail capture him at the thighs? And for Kurt, has he ever insisted Jim's claws out in their bed? Does he have another man for the name when they fuck, something reserved for just the two of them? Wrench remembers the grip of Kurt's fingers, and the strength of Jim's bucking hips.

He's vulnerable like this, too caught up in the desires that prickle his own skin to keep his eye on his own surroundings. When Wrench's hazy eyes turn back to the bedroom, he nearly jolts to realize he's lost the sight of the two men crooked together in the light of the storm. The surprise of the movement out of the corner of his eye makes him flinch, and his grunt comes out as a strangled, shrill sound of surprise to see Jim with the beer in hand, watching him. Wrench finds his concern mingling with desire, and the push and pull of his fear at being caught and his trill to see eyes on him makes him rut himself against the cushion and try to hide what he's doing.

It's not enough. The effort is foolishly ineffective, and Jim's insistence brings Wrench stumbling to his feet. He growls to feel the rough pass of fabric over his sensitive hard on, but frees himself to the chill of the cabin and looks to the open bedroom. To the negotiation of Jim drinking his beer, still hard, but beckoning. To Kurt stretched widthways across the mattress, writhing at his own situation. Left exposed to the interests of both men. Their hungry, lavishing attention. You too? Wrench asks the man even as he wanders into the bedroom and drapes himself next to Kurt to kiss at his neck.

I've been watching, he admits, just to see how the statement lands. I wanted to see how you show yourself off for him.
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[personal profile] howlett 2019-09-21 06:59 pm (UTC)(link)
His smile is all too pleased with himself when Wes startles to attention and does what he can to maintain some amount of modesty. It's all in vain of course. To his nose, the whole place smells faintly of sex and sweat and testosterone. All of which only serve to keep him keyed up even when he's sucking on a beer and not Kurt.

He's tempted to same something toward the fact that no combination of the three of them haven't seen each other naked at this point, but clever wordplay isn't all that easy when his dick is hard. Instead he drinks and watches Wes strip.

"I'll be along..." he promises, answering the question a nod as well. And he's true to his word. He just doesn't hurry. Taking that drink with him he leans on the door jamb a moment just to watch. To see the way these two reach for each other. Which angles of one another they gravitate to.

From where he watches and waits, feeding his appetite with just his eyes and the occassional lazy stroke, Logan wishes he'd been a fly on the wall that first time. Oh, to have witnessed Wes' first fascinations with that lean, lithe body he knows so well, extra appendage and all.

"If I didn't know better, Elf. I'd think you had a t-y-p-e."
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[personal profile] wwrench 2019-09-22 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I wanted to come in here and see it myself. I wanted to watch what he was doing to you. Wrench sits back on his heels to paint the picture for the both of them of a man yearning for a closer look at the things they inspire in one another. I want to know what you look like when you give yourself up to him. The spade of Kurt's tail makes him shudder, and he trembles at the sensations the man can inspire while keeping his hands free. It makes Wrench nip his lip and look back at the other man tending to himself languidly as he leans against the wall. Watching between the two of them makes his skin prickle to life, and he extends a hand out to Jim to invite him nearer again to the bed.

Why don't you let him fuck you, and I'll take care of this? He takes Kurt's cock in his hand with enough certain insistence to inspire a reaction, but not to satisfy. Just to keep him on the very edge of his own agonizing pleasure, tilting closer to helpless frustration than release. Wrench keeps Kurt in his warm palm as his eyes wander to the other man for his confirmation, wondering what he thinks of the idea of sharing.
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[personal profile] howlett 2019-09-27 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Logan has patience. His mastery of apathy makes him look calm even in situations that don't call for it at all. Despite the languid way he moves, it doesn't take more than Wes' suggestion to have him nodding and returning to the bed he warmed for them.

He sits at the edge of the mattress and drains the last of his beer. Setting the bottle precariously on the top edge of the headboard. It's just wide enough to set there, but he's being optimistic if he thinks this bed sturdy enough that it will stay.

He watches the way they approach each other a long moment. It's nothing like the way Logan tends to reach for either of them. What's between them seems gentler. More flighty. Moving from one spot to the next like neither can decide what they most want with the other man. Logan tends to know what he wants. At least in such a situation as this. He catches Kurt at the hip and pulls him closer. Dropping a hand to his thigh as if to encourage him there. "sit" he says, an invitation to perch upon him like some kind of arm chair.

It takes a careful moment to settle him there seated firmly against Logan's hips, but when he relaxes, leans back into Logan's chest, the older man leg's his legs fall open in a wide V, parting those legs that straddle his as well. Had at Kurt's hips, he reaches around to stroke him lazily once or twice. As if to serve him up to the tall blond who's eyes follow every movement intensely.

When Wes's touch replaces his own, Logan's hands are free to wander. Coursing up that lithe body, encouraging Kurt's head back against his shoulder so Logan can reach his long neck with his teeth.
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[personal profile] wwrench 2019-09-28 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
It's the picture Wrench wants the most, served up to him like he's front row for a pornographic home video. He's reached into those planes and explored the peaks and valleys of both men's bodies curved towards him. Now he watches with admiration as they angle towards one another. What he could only glimpse at across the distance of the cabin is here now in front of him, in all its living definition. The way the two men find each other with ease and settle in like two pieces clicking together. Wrench finds the wanting there in the pit of his stomach, where the warmth has pooled. It tugs at him to see it, and he comes to his knees on the floor of the cabin in front of the two men and lifts his head toward the flashes of lightning behind them.

His lips take their time, pressing at the inner joint of Kurt's kneecap first. He nuzzles the soft skin, letting his mouth and tongue taste the heat and the beads of sweat up the inside of his thigh. When blue intersects white and the fur becomes more coarse along the leg of the other man, Wrench pauses there as well. He lets his nose bury itself along Logan's open thigh a moment, then gives the points of his canines gently to the raking exploration. For a moment he lavishes the both of them with his tender attention, touching, tasting, smelling them as they bury themselves into each other. Then Wrench takes Kurt into his mouth, letting the strength of Logan's wanting thrusts urge him more deeply.
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[personal profile] howlett 2019-09-28 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
Logan's never fully understood Kurt's desire to be the focal point. The object of such scrutiny and attention, but he takes plenty of joy in giving over that focus when it makes Kurt writhe like he does now.

With one arm crossing Kurt's chest like a strap, he holds their bodies flush together. The other hand tugs gently on a fistful of hair, coaxing his chin towards the ceiling so the view from over his shoulder is nothing but taut, chiseled angles from his Adam's apple to his collar bone, all the way down to his stuttering hips.

At first he takes his time. A deep and deliberate rolling his hips against Kurt's backside just to enjoy the view from up here. Watching Kurt's fingers curl involuntarily around a handful of Wes' oatmeal blond hair. The way his stomach inflates with quick puffs of breath when the younger man devours him. The way he tightens his thighs when the younger man teases him and rewards his patience by drawing him in.

He groans against Kurt's neck and drags his teeth gently over that pointed ear. "you're so damn thirsty," he growls only to catch the sight of Wes' interested eyes looking up to follow the minor movement of his lips. He drags a finger down Kurt's throat to his sternum. Signing his intention on the other man's body.

That broken string of half requests feels like a thought shattered by the tectonic shift threatening to quake his entire body. It begins in his hips. His tail seems to tighten around Logan's leg and Logan holds him tighter as the younger man shivers against his chest. Splaying his heavy hand low across Kurt's stomach as he starts bucking sporadically towards the mouth that finishes him.

"Fuck..." he growls, biting the shoulder just below his chin. He doesn't bother holding out. Instead of conjuring up the willpower to wait, he leans into it. Letting the way Kurt's body tightens around him be the catalyst for his own shuddering end.

Taking a moment to collect himself, his own breath feels hot and damp in the crook of that fuzzy neck. When his eyes open, Wes is sitting back on his heels and Logan looks down at him until he catches his gaze. Your turn.
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[personal profile] wwrench 2019-09-29 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
His hands seek the touch of both men as their arcing rhythm becomes more erratic. Wrench draws Kurt in with his lips and Logan with a grasp to his captured waist in a tangle of discordant flesh and rising heat. From his vantage point he can watch and feel as they both come crashing toward their own ends. Muscles freezing and twitching, the gasping shudders, and the half-formed pleas that shape both men into something feral and pure all at once. There's no space between them for lies or deceit. Not a breath reserved, even, for self-consciousness or polite reservation. He feels it as they both give in to the most primal parts of themselves. That flash of tension before they lose themselves to waves of earnest pleasure. Maybe it's the one thing Deerington can't corrupt. The single thing they own in this place that can't be taken from them or twisted and manipulated to be used for harm. It's gratitude unfolding from a singular point, and rippling out in long and languid waves.

When Kurt is depleted -- body still humming in aftershock -- Wrench sits back on his heels and wipes his lips. He regards the two men with green eyes made bright by the distant crackle of lightning. A smile parts his lips and reveals the gentle gap between his front teeth. The earnest expression seems for a moment almost shy or startled by what he's done, but the longer he goes on watching himself be watched by the two men who haven't even found the wherewithal to separate themselves, the more that grin shapes the curved corners of his mouth into something more coy.

He holds up a hand to stop the man who beckons him, and shapes his fingers into a spread Y instead. Stay, Wrench insists of the both of them, and crawls on his knees just far enough backward to be out of reach. Nipping his lower lip, he takes himself in his own hand, not so unlike the way he'd been before he was discovered. Just feet from them, he gazes unflinchingly at his rapt audience as he strokes himself more urgently, wetting his lips and letting his own breaths fall heavily as the little urgent sighs give way to deeper groans. The mounting sensation of his own pleasure makes him want to tip his head and gasp toward the ceiling, but he keeps his focus on the two men, insisting their attention as he writhes under his own doing and works himself to a moaning completion for their own observation.
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[personal profile] howlett 2019-09-29 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
When Kurt finds his feet gracefully, the groan that escapes Logan is anything but. A short, pained and totally involuntary sound brought on by the unexpected stimulation and shiver that takes place of the warmth that once surrounded him.

More exhausted than he'd typically expect to be after just one round, he can't help but feel like that lethargic feeling that people tell him will eventually go away has already over stayed its welcome. He lets himself drop back to the bed, but's a short lived relaxation when Kurt's tail gazes his chin and pulls his attention down towards the pair of them knelt there before the bed.

If watching Wes make a show of himself wasn't already enough to make him think he can rally for more of this, he moans some frustrated obscenities when the two of them paw at each other. Propping himself up on an elbow he watches a long moment, stroking himself, letting his breath heave, until that ragged breath dissolves into a cough.

"If you're gonna keep that up you both need to get up here where I can reach you," he grumbles. Maybe it's the minor work out, his shallow breath or just his satiated expression, but Logan, despite himself, looks more tired now than he did when he woke them up for this.
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[personal profile] wwrench 2019-10-01 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
Arced back on his heels, Wrench feeds Kurt his fingers like a priest offering blessed communion. The body is his own, shared at the other man's lips and compressed against his tongue until his own mouth parts in kind and he shudders out a hot, quaking breath. The heady insistence leaves no room for his gratitude, but it's what Wrench feels most profoundly as he looks past the man drinking him in to the bed where the third in their trio lies stretched across the mattress like a fresh body laid to rest. For a moment he's overcome by what he doesn't know about these men -- what they still don't know about him -- but the peace he's found here nevertheless. There's an implicit understanding shared in the silence between their bodies. A sort of forgiveness between men like them who know better than to ask the questions they might not want to answer for themselves.

Wrench drags Kurt's lower lip into a pout with his finger and leans in to kiss him, brazen and unapologetic and intended for the watchful eyes of the man on the bed whose hand moves against himself again. When Logan beckons to them he smiles and finds his feet, dragging his shorts back up himself but discarding his undershirt before offering a hand down to his companion. He gestures to the bed, but doesn't move to join the duo immediately. Instead Wrench notes the flush on Logan's skin and the bead of sweat that lingers on his brow. You need water, he notes, and pads through the darkened cabin to the kitchen to return with a filled glass for the man.

He doesn't intend to stay, expecting on this night like the ones before that his restlessness will only keep the two men up. But as Wrench settles at the edge of the bed to insist that Logan drink, he finds his own sense of exhaustion almost overwhelming, and the desire to settle in with them almost unignorable.