[Varian would take anything at this point. He was feeling... adrift long before he came to Deerington and his experiences here have only exacerbated the issue. ]
I guess it's just hard knowing where the line is. Between forgiving yourself and learning not to make the same mistakes again. It gets blurry sometimes. I guess I'm not really ready to like myself all that much yet. Especially after everything that happened this month.
[Self-loathing is a real bitch. There's a reason he and Fern understand each other so well.]
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I guess it's just hard knowing where the line is. Between forgiving yourself and learning not to make the same mistakes again. It gets blurry sometimes. I guess I'm not really ready to like myself all that much yet. Especially after everything that happened this month.
[Self-loathing is a real bitch. There's a reason he and Fern understand each other so well.]