[Boy, does Varian feel like that. Before everything went to hell in a handbasket for him- before the amber, before the snowstorm- back when he was just trying to make a mark on the world for the better, he thought they WERE well defined. Good and evil, right and wrong, they all had hard, solid edges that you never crossed.
Then he stepped OVER that line. He knew he was doing wrong, but he did it anyway. Just dug in deep and lashed out at the people he felt betrayed him. It was only until later, once he'd got some distance, that he could look back and realise the lines that were once so clear are now blurred forever. It's a lot harder to know which side he's standing on, these days. He misses when it was simpler. ]
At the time I knew I was doing wrong. I... did a lot worse than trying to kill my friend. Like. High Treason worse. I was stopped and I spent a year in the dungeons until I got out. But while I was there I... kinda realised I couldn't those lines between right and wrong any more.
I try to be better and make up for what I've done but honestly, I don't know if it can be fixed or if I'm really doing any good at all. I'm just hoping to break even at some point.
[He sure couldn't make any difference to Cassandra. ]
I don't blame you, it's gotta be really not fun with all the fur, huh?
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Then he stepped OVER that line. He knew he was doing wrong, but he did it anyway. Just dug in deep and lashed out at the people he felt betrayed him. It was only until later, once he'd got some distance, that he could look back and realise the lines that were once so clear are now blurred forever. It's a lot harder to know which side he's standing on, these days. He misses when it was simpler. ]
At the time I knew I was doing wrong. I... did a lot worse than trying to kill my friend. Like. High Treason worse. I was stopped and I spent a year in the dungeons until I got out. But while I was there I... kinda realised I couldn't those lines between right and wrong any more.
I try to be better and make up for what I've done but honestly, I don't know if it can be fixed or if I'm really doing any good at all. I'm just hoping to break even at some point.
[He sure couldn't make any difference to Cassandra. ]
I don't blame you, it's gotta be really not fun with all the fur, huh?