As much as he's been trying to keep the details surrounding his death vague, with Kurt he doesn't bother trying to hold back. He already knows what happened, that Varian was involved, and he needs to tell someone. He has no idea how he's supposed to deal with any of this, and if he keeps it all to himself he's pretty sure he's either going to fall apart or do something he really regrets later.

"He knows I hate her. He would've known I wouldn't want her to know." As he says that he digs his fingers - which are too rough-looking to really be called fingers, they look more like claws - into his legs. "It was that girl hanging around when we exploded that tree. Ruby. He's friends with her, not me."